10. What do you do to keep things whole?

 I perform a strong-minded man to keep things whole because I always can do almost things without someone's help. So, everyone, especially my familiar people such as my family and friends, expect too much of me and I try to meet their expectations. On almost occasions, I can do and something often smooths the progress.


 Basically I am no good at relying on another person for something. So, I always do myself and it often goes better. Also, I tend to rely on myself for something that it is unwilling for someone to do. Of course, I hate to do, too. However, something smooths the progress as someone does. And everyone often exects that I do. Although I am busy and sometimes go through hardship, I enjoy meeting their expectations.


 When I was a junior high school student, I did for the first time. The beginning or trigger of the start of that thing was that I was selected a class representative. I was happy and I have relied on myself for almost things since then. Most people may feel strange but it is normal for me.


 In a word, I often rely on myself for something to keep things whole.

9. "What do I desire ?"

 If money was no object, I would like to be a scientist. When I was a child attending kindergarten, I wanted to be a carpenter. However, since I was a junior high school student, I have never changed my dream which is to be a scientist.

 When I was an elementary school student, I would often read books on science. So, I have been interested to science then. Of course, I did summer vacation research project with my friends positively. We make a study of transparent ice. We enjoyed doing it and did it in good earnest. As a result, our research results were taken part in the contest in behalf of our school. I was very glad of that and I became to like science more than before. Then a scientist became to be one of my dreams. Also, I liked insects. I read an insect identification manual every day. After school, I would often go to a near park and a near grove to catch insects. On holidays, my father took me a mountein and we catched beetles and stag beetles. It was strange for me that there are much kind of insects. So, because I wanted to know that reasons, I wanted to be it. I liked dinosaurs, too. I liked to read a dinosaur identification manual as well as an insect one. Therefore, I wanted to excavate a new fossil and research it.


 When I was a junior high school student, I did research project with some people in behalf of our school. In summer vacation, we go to school every day to do it. Although I was busy, I enjoyed it. As a result of our effort, we got first prize in a city contest. I was much gladder of that than I was an elementary school student. Then a scientist became to be my only dream.


 I have like chemistry the best in all subjects since I was a high school student. I took pleasure in reading a chemistry textbook. In other words, I liked to study chemistry. However, I did not like to study other subjects. So, I wanted to be a chemical scientist. As a step on the way to my dream, I studied other subject very hard because it is necessary for a chemical scientist to do.


 Now, I am University of Tsukuba student. Here I want to study harder to be a scientist.

8. music in my life

 I think that music is essential for my life because music has supported me. When I was a high school student, I realized that music is of importance for my life.
 When I was third-year school student, I studied the hardest in my life because I wanted to enter the University of Tsukuba. Then, I had the second hardest time in my life. Day by day, I felt uneasy whether I could pass the entrance exam and I just kept thinking if I had failed the entrance exam. Also, I hid my intentions from my parent, friend, teacher and so on. I felt that my heart grew wild day by day and in proportion to my heart's condition, my grade fell. I sometimes thought if I had given up passing the exam, how relaxed would I have felt. On one occasion, I thought about the hardest time in my life and how I found my way out of the difficulty.
 In my life, the hardest time is when I was junior high school student. The volleyball club which I belonged to was the strictest in my old junior high school. I was scolded every day because of my mistakes. Also, since I was the captain, I was scolded on account of our team's trouble. At such time, I listened to a song unintentionally and I wept spontaneously. Also, I felt relieved after I finished listening to the song. After that, I often listen to some songs after the club activity and had the habit of listening to music. Strangely, I could play volleyball better than before I was not habit of listening to music. In addition, I paid more attention to my teammates and became the captain in the real sense. Also, our team's atmosphere became better than before. In a word, thanks to music, I felt better and succeeded most things. However I ceased to listen to music after I retired the club.
 I attempted to have the habit of listening to music again. I felt better as soon as I listened to music. In addition, after a little while I had a better grade than before I had the habit of doing. I renewed my hopes and studied harder. However, strangely, it was not pain for me to study. As a result, I could pass the entrance exam.
 In short, if music did not exist, I would not be here now.