8. music in my life

 I think that music is essential for my life because music has supported me. When I was a high school student, I realized that music is of importance for my life.
 When I was third-year school student, I studied the hardest in my life because I wanted to enter the University of Tsukuba. Then, I had the second hardest time in my life. Day by day, I felt uneasy whether I could pass the entrance exam and I just kept thinking if I had failed the entrance exam. Also, I hid my intentions from my parent, friend, teacher and so on. I felt that my heart grew wild day by day and in proportion to my heart's condition, my grade fell. I sometimes thought if I had given up passing the exam, how relaxed would I have felt. On one occasion, I thought about the hardest time in my life and how I found my way out of the difficulty.
 In my life, the hardest time is when I was junior high school student. The volleyball club which I belonged to was the strictest in my old junior high school. I was scolded every day because of my mistakes. Also, since I was the captain, I was scolded on account of our team's trouble. At such time, I listened to a song unintentionally and I wept spontaneously. Also, I felt relieved after I finished listening to the song. After that, I often listen to some songs after the club activity and had the habit of listening to music. Strangely, I could play volleyball better than before I was not habit of listening to music. In addition, I paid more attention to my teammates and became the captain in the real sense. Also, our team's atmosphere became better than before. In a word, thanks to music, I felt better and succeeded most things. However I ceased to listen to music after I retired the club.
 I attempted to have the habit of listening to music again. I felt better as soon as I listened to music. In addition, after a little while I had a better grade than before I had the habit of doing. I renewed my hopes and studied harder. However, strangely, it was not pain for me to study. As a result, I could pass the entrance exam.
 In short, if music did not exist, I would not be here now.